aliceintherealworld

Get over yourself

What you gained

what you lost

what you want

get over people

and opinions.

Get over loss and money

Get over what people think of you

And what you think of yourself.

Get over what can never happen,

and focus on whats important.

Alice never lived, 

                                in the real world.

So like, I want him. Yes I've fallen into that God-forsaken whole again. But I dont care. Everything that happened is a blur. Its clear that  i want him. I need to sleep

                                                                                                                                      sleep

                                                                                                                                                      sleep

I took two weeks worth of vallium and slept.

Scream. I need to scream. I need to get Out. You need to fucking get out. Im Trapped. We're Both Fucked. You Took my Sanity/ I cant focus. Im Closed in im not Here. Im not anywhere. Fuck you with your crazy ass ideas of Addiction

you know nothing

                    of

                                            ADDICTION

I saw you crying. I dont give a fuck. Fuck my mind. Im addicted to it, us. 

Lost  without the smoke

Air without the smoke

NOTHING

                 without

                                      the

                                                         SMOKE

Foggy Streets

I can see the moonlight

rising above the rooftops.

The fog in the light

looks like a dream.

The smell of a new season

is in the air.

Not cold, not hot.

Just perfectly numb.

I could stay out here forever.

I could live in a world

Lit only by the moonlight.

The breeze is perfect,

This moment is enternity

a tear falls off my face

Im not sad.

But in this moment of perfection

all thats missing is

y

  o

      u